Dying Inside and Out
I hope you're happy when I'm gone,
All these ugly scars you gave,
I've no more sanity that's left to show,
This life of pain is what you made.
I feel there's nothing left to gain,
My time is all I give to me,
I know that there is none to care,
There's nothing more that I can be.
I've covered up with this dark mask,
I don't know my own heart anymore,
Completely bogged with all that's hard,
And stripped of all that I adore.
Pushed way down to the lowest point,
Seething inner anger I hold,
I don't know if I'll recover now,
There's no way out now, this I'm told.
The only path it seems,
Is where many choose to stray,
I pulled away just to find,
Now my grave is where I lay.